"the pain you feel inside you. the thing that holds you back. the thing that makes you feel like you are still 15.
"it's you.
"it's just you.
"you don't need to hide from yourself. I think it is trying to protect you.
"it's still alive and you won't be able to kill it. it lives in another timeframe but it is still a part of you because you share the same body. i wonder what happens if you would hold hands.
"your past and your pain is something that belongs to you and you would be someone else if they wouldn't exist. you wouldn't be here.
"i miss you."
Reading this... feels like a therapy session in a way. I'm me because of what I've been through. It feels like my past, my fear, holds me back whenever I try to move forward. But I know it is just the fearful hurt me inside me trying to protect me from hurting again. But I cannot live in fear of hurting again. Because I will hurt again, and I will hurt others again, because I am only human and so is everyone else and to be human means making mistakes. And I have to try to find a peace with that and with the hurt child inside of me.
The next part, about the pain leading me forward, that's the part I have trouble sort of wrapping my mind around. It's something I'm gonna have to give a lot of thought. This game is definitely something I want to show my therapist when I get a new one.
This is such an interesting project shown in such a fascinating and unique way, with such a touching message. Thank you for this. I will be thinking about this a lot.
AAAAAAAAAAA just such a good game and the art style and presentation style is something I've never seen before, I've never heard of Decker and to use it for something like this is stunning!
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another lemon blood banger
(spoilers sorta)
"the pain you feel inside you. the thing that holds you back. the thing that makes you feel like you are still 15.
"it's you.
"it's just you.
"you don't need to hide from yourself. I think it is trying to protect you.
"it's still alive and you won't be able to kill it. it lives in another timeframe but it is still a part of you because you share the same body. i wonder what happens if you would hold hands.
"your past and your pain is something that belongs to you and you would be someone else if they wouldn't exist. you wouldn't be here.
"i miss you."
Reading this... feels like a therapy session in a way. I'm me because of what I've been through. It feels like my past, my fear, holds me back whenever I try to move forward. But I know it is just the fearful hurt me inside me trying to protect me from hurting again. But I cannot live in fear of hurting again. Because I will hurt again, and I will hurt others again, because I am only human and so is everyone else and to be human means making mistakes. And I have to try to find a peace with that and with the hurt child inside of me.
The next part, about the pain leading me forward, that's the part I have trouble sort of wrapping my mind around. It's something I'm gonna have to give a lot of thought. This game is definitely something I want to show my therapist when I get a new one.
This is such an interesting project shown in such a fascinating and unique way, with such a touching message. Thank you for this. I will be thinking about this a lot.
AAAAAAAAAAA just such a good game and the art style and presentation style is something I've never seen before, I've never heard of Decker and to use it for something like this is stunning!
This game means so much to me. Thank you so much for making it <3
Wow thank you so much!! i'll definitely take a look <3<3<3
hey, am i allowed to take some of the decker code from this game and use it for a personal project?
yes please, go ahead :)
thank you for this, and hope you will sleep well tonight as well
The UI is genius. Your aesthetic match so well with Decker ! Great job !
thank you for playing, OXY :3
^_^
cool! i love it. :D
i really enjoyed playing this, the message from this game is definitely something that will be stuck in my mind forever, also the music is great
thank you so much PokerRacoon !!